The end of my spiritually

The end of my spiritually

Song Information

Artist: EeL
Composition: Tomosuke, EeL
Arrangement: Tomosuke
Lyrics/Vocals: EeL
BPM: 110
Length: 2:03
Genre: ELECTRONICA
Movie: kaeru
First Music Game Appearance: beatmania IIDX 9th style
Other Music Game Appearances: None.

Lyrics

Game Size

I know that you lost me
I know, you lost someone
You speak in riddles
I know it's futility

I know that you lost me
I know, you lost someone
It's mimic tears...

Sometimes I seek grape seed
The end of my spiritually
Maybe I will be crying, but
I get truth and happy

I know that you lost me
I know, you lost someone
It's mimic tears...

Maybe I precipitate my ruin
Maybe I precipitate my ruin
Maybe it's a precipitation precipitation precipitation

I can choice time the meal so that meat will be perfectly done
I watch my time
I can find a shiny one

Maybe I precipitate my ruin

Long Version

I know that you lost me I know, you lost someone you speak in riddles I know it's futility I know that you lost me I know, you lost someone It's mimic tears... sometimes I seek gape seed the end of my spiritually maybe I will be crying, but I get truth and happy I know that you lost me I know, you lost someone It's mimic tears... maybe I precipitate my ruin maybe,,,, precipitation precipitation precipitation I can choice time the meal so that meat will be perfectly done I watch my time I can find a shiny one everyone's voice can't reach that far maybe I precipitate my ruin maybe,,,, precipitation precipitation precipitation

Song Connections / Remixes

• A long version of The end of my spiritually, titled The end of my spiritually (full size version), appears on the beatmania IIDX 9th style Original Soundtrack album.
• A remix of The end of my spiritually by Mitsuto Suzuki, titled The end of my spiritually [Post Production Mitsuto Suzuki 050218mix], appears on the V-RARE SOUND TRACK 10 CD.
• Another remix of The end of my spiritually by Toshiji Kato appears on TOMOSUKE's first album, marble.

Trivia

• The end of my spiritually marks EeL's first appearance in the beatmania IIDX series.
  • It is also her only composition in BEMANI.
• According to Tomosuke, The end of my spiritually is one of his own favorite songs [1].
• The end of my spiritually is unlockable in beatmania IIDX INFINITAS (2020) from November 4th, 2021 after purchasing its charts with BITs.

Song Production Information

TOMOSUKE

Nothing will be as beautiful as decaying beauty.
The scenic phrases and fluctuations of the strings and pad sounds, wrap around a small gap in a beautiful and magical world, while a beautiful scene with round cracks is decaying.
What remained were only a few scattered pieces of beauty, endless darkness, and emptiness.
These two scenes sway and intersect each other, which reaches complete beauty.

I created this track with that impression in mind, and asked the genius melody maker EeL to add melody and lyrics.
This was my first attempt including another person's melody in my song, but I think the wonderful lyrics, beautiful melody, and fluctuating voice made this song very impressive.
I'd be happy if you can feel the beautiful decadence through this sound.

EeL

Hello, I'm EeL☆
I'm honored to participate in beatmaniaIIDX 9th style.
The title, "The end of my spiritually" has a slightly heavy meaning of "the end of my spirit", and the lyrics also feel dark.
But they're never pessimistic, and I personally love them☆
And I also created the melody this time, so it became a strong song that I'm particularly attached to.
I'd be happy if you can feel comfortable with the shimmering feeling of this song.

Video Production Information

kaeru

Hello for the second time.
I'm happy to be in charge of another wonderful song. (But maybe I stole it)

This time, I set myself two challenges.

• Instead of connecting small materials together, create a cathartic two minute video in one big flow
• I unintentionally drew pictures of people, so I designed it without depending on characters

(I wonder if people still care about others, and that alone becomes catchy, so I tried not to be dependent)
(But I still drew a girl, and I'm nostalgic for the sound of the sea, so...)
Perhaps that's the theme.
Through the darkness, there's definitely something like a faint and bright omen up ahead.
Also, there was a memo in my notebook which read "invisible malice and déjà vu".
That's the goal, by the way.
This movie makes you quietly hold your breath to not interrupt the beautiful sound.

I'd be happy if this perfectly conveys such image to everyone.

Difficulty & Notecounts

beatmania IIDX difficulty rated from 1 to 7+ in 9th style, 1 to 8 in 10th style, 1 to 8+ in 11 IIDX RED, and 1 to 12 from 12 HAPPY SKY onward.

Game	SP Difficulty					DP Difficulty
	BEGINNER	NORMAL	HYPER	ANOTHER	LEGGENDARIA	NORMAL	HYPER	ANOTHER	LEGGENDARIA
Notecounts	411	470	600	656	-	555	642	809	-
beatmania IIDX 9th style→11 IIDX RED	-	4	6	N/A	-	5	6	N/A	-
beatmania IIDX 12 HAPPY SKY→14 GOLD	-	4	6	7	-	5	6	8	-
beatmania IIDX 9th style CS	2	4	6	6	-	5	6	6	-
beatmania IIDX INFINITAS (2020)	-	4	6	7	-	5	6	8	-